Been watching my kitty go downhill from kidney failure over the course of months. Probably ending her suffering tomorrow. No more pain for her. No more cleaning up puddles, daily medicine, and checking to see if she's still breathing. So much of our lives have revolved around her in the past six months. Going to really feel her absence.

She's slept next to me in bed almost every night for 15 years. Tonight will likely be the last time she's there next to me.