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No stream tonight! The Air Conditioner people are still here doing work in our house replacing our defunct AC units, so I'll be cancelling this one. I'll see you all on Saturday!

Do you like games? How about raccoons? Join us for Backbone, a game involving at least one raccoon, live now on The Stream Fantastico! twitch.tv/tahrfantastico

Well, they're re-jiggering the dosage scheduling in Canada, so now my second vaccination dose, which was originally scheduled for July 27th, has been bumped up to June 10th (this Thursday!).

Once more into the Luminous Underground! Let's see what misadventures we can have today, live now on The Stream Fantastico! twitch.tv/tahrfantastico

Well, that was an odd stream. I decided 3/4 of the way through that I'm not willing to play Night in the Woods any further, then we started The Fall of Lazarus, but once again decided not to pick it up again next stream. BUT! That means next Tuesday will be something new!

Join us as we delve into another Night in the Woods, live now on The Stream Fantastico! twitch.tv/tahrfantastico

Join us for our inaugural stream of Carmen Sandiego's Great Chase Through Time with TarhFantastico! twitch.tv/tahrfantastico

Join us as we delve further into The Luminous Underground, live now on The Stream Fantastico! twitch.tv/tahrfantastico

RT @ChristiaanVanV@twitter.com

A friend of mine found a locked safe buried underground 5 years ago. For 5 years there has been anticipation over what might be inside it. Today, he finally opened that safe, and within it, was a single XXX condom... As in a branded condom, from the 2002 movie staring Vin Diesel!

🐦🔗: twitter.com/ChristiaanVanV/sta

Come spend a Night in the Woods with us, on The Stream Fantastico, live now! :D twitch.tv/tahrfantastico

I've decided to delete FaceApp and all the photos I am processed through it. It was hard to resist, chasing whatever tiny hits of gender euphoria I could get, but I've realized that each of those came with a longer negative side every time I looked in the mirror and wasn't the person in those photos. Instead, I'll just have to experience the slow process of seeing who I'll become myself.

We finished Full Throttle today! So we'll have new games on Tuesday (6pm EST) *and* Saturday (2pm EST) as well as returning to The Luminous Underground on Thursday (6pm EST). I have lots to choose from, but if you'd like something specific, let me know. :)

Join us for episode two of our playthrough of Full Throttle (Remastered) on The Stream Fantastico, live now! twitch.tv/tahrfantastico

Join us for another expedition into The Luminous Underground, live now on The Stream Fantastico! twitch.tv/tahrfantastico

Negative trans stuff 

Lately I've been really, really struggling. I know it hasn't been long and it's not that I don't understand that things will take time. It's just... I've been feeling both very fake and very hopeless.

Just recently, a whole lot of my Twitter friends have been posting "here's me three months before I started HRT" "here's me how, x time units in" comparisons. I'm not posting this on Twitter because I don't want to make that about me or detract from their happiness. But one thing that's provided ample fuel for deeper mental spiraling is that in all the sets, their "before HRT" photo is a million times better than I can imagine ever looking even if things went spectacularly well. And their "and now" photos are often different but in subtle ways rather than radically different. It leaves me feeling even more fake for looking the way I look at the outset of this and even less hopeful that I'll get a result In happy with. Especially given I'm also twice their age.

Well, it took a while to notch the disks, re-write the reverse sides, apply write protects, tape* the labels on, etc., but I now have four nice Nox Archaist disks instead of 8 with smeared labels. :)

(* Contact glue or using a label sheet would have been infinitely better.)

Well, we had a shortish stream tonight because we rather abruptly finished Chook & Sosig: Walk the Plank! I loved it, though. It's thoroughly charming. If you plan to pick it up, bop me and I'll tell you how to avoid ending your game prematurely. :slight_smile: I do really recommend it!

That does mean that we'll have something new on next week, though. :)

Join us as we re-enter the adorable world of Chook & Sosig: Walk the Plank, live now on The Stream Fantastico! twitch.tv/tahrfantastico

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