I had a lot of time today. All my usual events for cancelled. Unfortunately, I was in a really bad mental state, so I mostly just stared at the computer screen all day then went to bed at around 20:30. I guess I'll try again tomorrow. Tomorrow is tire swap day, so that'll get me out of bed on a schedule and out of the house for a bit. Then I stream in the evening so that'll be a scheduled thing. Outside of that I'd like to finish the simplification of my studio and use it a little, I think.

I think I need to find a way to be useful.

And maybe also hone some skills.

And make a thing.

Me: *looks in the general direction of Catte*

Catte: *purrs*

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Boost if you agree.

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I just woke up from a very frustrating dream where I was at my wits' end with my family's behavior and I just needed to get back to the hotel to sleep, and I shrieked "STOP IT!!!" in a weird to falsetto, except I actually did it, really loud, in real life. I've never done that before! I worried one of my nesting partners, who heard it from their office downstairs.

I'm in a D&D group with the partner who broke up with me last December. When she did so, she said that she'd still like to be friends. She decided shortly thereafter that she wasn't able to do that for the time being and asked for me to not speak to her for a while. When we're playing D&D (online, because pandemic) is the only time we have any social interaction at all.

I love our D&D group and our sessions, but every time we play, I spend several days in a bad mental space wondering all kinds of pointless questions that can't be answered. And I'm also afraid that when our current campaigns are over, she'll decline to join whatever's next and that'll be the last tie severed. (Even now, she arrives last and leaves first for seasons, and if we get together to play virtual party games online or anything else that's not strictly our main D&D games, she's the only one who doesn't join, so this is not an unlikely scenario.)

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